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November 3rd, 2007 by callmedy
Day’s getting late. I still don’t have any idea where will he take me this time. I just hug him tight while he’s busy driving his motorcycle. A full-of-memories-motorcycle for us. I’m curious but I don’t try to ask. Coz for me anywhere is just the same as long as he’s there with me. For couple of times his hand holds mine. As if he’s trying to say something. I close my eyes. I let every feeling flow inside my heart, running through my veins. It’s just us now.
We’re close. But I still don’t know how to describe this thing we have together. Not-a-couple-not-a-friend. What should it called then? I never wanna think about it. For me, what we have is special. It doesn’t need a name. All I know is we feel comfort to each other as if we’re connected.
We stop. And the first thing I see is the beauty of city light. I don’t really know where we are but from here I can see the city light. It’s amazing. So beautiful. This place, it’s like small hill with city light view. And when I look up the sky, stars say hello. Millions of them. I just can’t stop admiring every inch of the place. And there he is. One wonderful gift GOD sends me. One gentle-comforting-young-man who really makes a difference in my life. He’s there. Standing. Smiling at me, “Told you you’re gonna love this place.”
Then he stands right behind me. Hugs me. It feels so comforting. As always. “I know you love me. And I’m thankful for that. And I really want you to know that I’m enjoying every moment with you. But I don’t love you. I can’t. Yet. I still need to find the answers of my past. But I really wanna try. I wanna learn to love you. I really do. Would you wait?”, he said it real careful as if he’s afraid to hurt me.
I move away. Getting off of his hug. Then I look at him. I smile, “You know what? That’s exactly the thing that I’ve been waiting for you to say it. Coz I already had the answer.” Then I let him hugs me.
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